Adoption Update! :)

Our last post shared that the first adoption fell through about five weeks before the expected due date.  While that was a painful event, we knew that God was still working out His best for our family.  We chose to remain optimistic that God did want us to continue to pursue adoption.  This is a calling that has been on my heart for about ten years.  Whether we have a bunch of our own or not, I've always wanted to adopt at least two children.

That being said, a very dear friend of mine made the decision that she was not going to keep her baby.  She struggled with that decision, and I remained supportive to help her out in any way that I could.  I was beginning to research agencies for her to contact when she mentioned that she might want Kevin and I to adopt her baby.  Knowing that we have a close friendship, I was worried that adopting her baby might put a strain on our friendship or drive it apart altogether.  The more we talked about it, the more I began to see that her desire was to be open in the adoption - to be able to see the child grow up and know that she had picked a good family.  

One morning, we met at IHOP (yum!) to catch up and talk about the adoption.  She told us that if we were willing she wanted us to adopt her baby.  We had been praying about it and knew that if she really wanted to choose us, we would not turn her down.  We were hesitant to share this big news because of how the first adoption ended in the last month of the first birthmother's pregnancy.  Birthmothers have the option to change their minds up until 10 days after the adoptive parents take custody of the baby.  So, while things are still very up in the air, we have been making significant steps towards adopting this little one. 

We met with an adoption lawyer this week and made sure that everything on our end of the adoption is taken care of.  All of our paperwork is in, and now we wait!  Our birthmother has to complete some family history information and decide her hospital plan.  She will determine who will get to see, hold, feed, and change the baby while in the hospital, and she decides who will be allowed to see her in the hospital as well.  We still have to get the birthfather to sign off on the adoption,too.  Once all of this paperwork is complete we will be done until the baby is born.  

Our birthmother is having a BOY and she is due at the end of May!!!!  We appreciate your prayers for us, the baby, and our birthmother as we continue to move forward with this adoption.  Pray for patience and preparation as we wait to become parents.  Pray for our birthmother to have peace and healing throughout the painful process.  Pray for God's will to be done, and pray that we can accept His will - whatever it is.  Pray for our baby to continue to grow strong and healthy!

Adoption Update

After weeks and weeks of hearing NOTHING about our adoption, we were starting to get discouraged.  From what we knew, the baby was due January 11. 

We stayed in Tennessee for the holidays just in case she went into labor and called us.  When school started back up, we were starting to feel discouraged.  That Monday night, I asked our home group to really pray for patience for us and for God to do His will in this situation.  We hadn't heard from our birthmother in weeks, and weren't sure if she was still wanting adoption.

The next day.... I got a call from our friend.  She had been in touch with the birthmother!  The day after that, we learned that the doctor had agreed to see our birthmother!  So, Thursday, I went with our mutual friend and spent the day with our birthmother.  We went to the doctor and to get an ultrasound.  Ultimately, we learned that the due date was incorrect.  Both the doctor and the ultrasound tech put her around 33 weeks. 

She was still undecided - between adoption and keeping the baby.  I assured her that we would be praying for her to make a good decision, and that we were with ok with whatever her decision may be. 

Fast forward to this week.  After three consecutive snow days (!!!) I was waiting to see if we would be out for a fourth day in a row.  Our friend texted me and let me know that our birthmother had an appointment the next day.  When we got the call that school was cancelled again, I quickly agreed to go to the appointment!  Through a last minute issue, our mutual friend could not attend the appointment.  So, I went by myself. 

While in the waiting room, I asked her if she had thought any more about her decision.  She told me that she feels like she has to at least try to parent this baby.  She has decided to keep the baby.  She feels like this is her chance to turn her life around.

So, right now, it appears that this adoption will not go through.  Of course, there is still time left in this situation.  Our birthmother may change her mind again.  We are trusting that God is working things out in His timing!  If this is the baby for us, He will make that happen.  If this is not the baby for us, the right baby will come into our lives at the right time. 

While this is painful to have our plans changing, we know that God's will is being done.  We are trusting Him in this time.  We pray continually for our birthmother - if she wants to parent, we pray that she is successful with this baby.

A Year in Review

    Over the last few days as we have been working on Christmas cards and getting prepared for the baby coming, I've realized how many changes we've gone through this year.  Normally, change is a hard, difficult thing, but I think both Sarah and I would agree that the changes of this year have been challenging but well worth the effort.
     The first main change started before 2010 had even began.  Last year, we had been going to a large church in the area, but we weren't feeling connected to anyone.  So on the Christmas Eve service we tried a church a friend of Sarah had recommended.  We stopped by Harpeth Community Church and really felt a warmth from the people as well as some great Scripture based teaching. Little did we know this would be the start of a busy year.
     After that service we quickly decided this was where we wanted to be.  We jumped in with both feet and did the very first membership class offered and got into a book study group right away in January.  From there it was getting involved in the Men's and Women's ministries, serving on the worship and production teams, and volunteering in the children's Sunday School. It has been a place that has challenged and grown us both, as well as, helping us to meet some of new best friends!
    In March we took our dream vacation and got to spend a week at Disney World in Florida.  This was something we'd been planning and waiting on for almost 8 months, so it was like Christmas Day when we finally got to head out.  We stayed at the All-star Music Resort on the Disney Property and got to experience the "Extra Magic Hours" that let resort guests stay in the park until 3am some nights! We completed a personal challenge to see and do everything on the map in the Magic Kingdom park over the course of our week.  Sarah has since made an amazing scrapbook of our adventures that week which she will proudly show any who are interested.  In the end, it was just a great time to be together and have fun as a couple in one of our favorite places.
    Another change that has been in process, was Culinary School for me (Kevin).  I started taking classes in Fall of 2009 and completed my first year of the two year program in May.  I have had classes in general cooking skills, sauce making, meat cookery, and beginning baking.  On top of that I have studied nutrition, sanitation, and inventory/purchasing.  Due to being laid off of work (I will discuss next) I took the Fall of 2010 off of school, but plan on taking more classes in 2011.  I'm sure you're asking yourself what I plan to do with these new skills.  The short answer is, I'm not sure!  I've been working on my dessert skills and would like to eventually have a part-time dessert/cake business.  Who knows, if I come into a lot of money I would love to open a restaurant.
     So the next event in 2010 came in May when I was laid off from my job of three years as the whole department was let go.  It had strictly been a business decision and so I didn't have any big sense of failure, just worry about finding something new.  During what turned out to be my two months of unemployment, I was encouraged by friends at church, found a place to volunteer, and generally saw God providing for all our financial needs.  The job that I eventually got was also a God thing.  Out of the blue a manager from my old company called me and asked if I would be interested in applying back with the company for a promotion in another department.  With only slight hesitation, I went for it.  After completing the interview process I was offered the job.  As I said, this was a promotion with better pay, more freedom and a great team to work with.  I am constantly feeling blessed by this new opportunity and have enjoyed the last 5 months in my new position.
      Sarah also went through some changes.  After 2 years teaching and coaching in another county and driving almost 45 minutes each way to work, she found an opening at the school about 5 minutes from our house.  This has been a huge blessing for her.  The team she works with in the Special Education department is top-notch and they constantly challenge and support each other to be the best everyday.  In addition, Sarah was an assistant volleyball coach this Fall.  As she has previously written, this was a new adventure for her, but one she has greatly enjoyed.
     Lastly, but definitely not least, we have been working through the adoption process this Fall with the intention of our baby being born the end of December/beginning of January.  Even though this is a domestic adoption it has been a stressful and worrisome few months.  We continue to feel strongly that God has opened this door wide for us, but have to continually seek His peace as we wait on details and timing of things.  
      This year has been one long, exciting adventure for us as a couple and God willing we will end the year with one more Honett in the clan! We hope this gives you a brief update of our life in the last 365 days.

anxious

I have been worrying about our adoption today.  Our communication with our birth mother has been on and off - mostly due to the fact that we do not have direct access to our birth mother yet.  We have to go through a chain of communication.  It's been about a week since we've heard anything, and I am trying to be patient.

I know that God is working in our best interests, and I know that He has already gone before us in this whole situation.  Still, I am worrying.  With so much still "up in the air" about this adoption, it is easy to become discouraged.  I am fighting that!

Kevin's facebook status was a good reminder for me today...  He posted Matthew 6:34 - "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.  Each day has enough trouble of its own."

Psalm 139:23 - "Search me, God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts."

Most of all, I need to remember Philippians 4:6 - "Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.  And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."

Hope these words will encourage you in your situation, as they have encouraged me in our adoption.  I will keep praying for our birth mother and for our baby.  I will keep asking God to go before us in every step of this process.  I will not be anxious.

Thanksgiving

We traveled to Kentucky this year for Thanksgiving with Kevin's family.  We ate too much food, went Black Friday shopping, visited with the adults in Kevin's family, and entertained our three nephews!  We had such a great time with everyone together from Kevin's side.

The whole time we were visiting with Kevin's family, we were both reminded that this is our last Thanksgiving with just the two of us!  Our baby is due in the middle of January, but could really come at any time!  We could have our precious little one before Christmas even.  How quickly this adoption has progressed!  While we still don't know the gender of our baby, we are praying for this little one every day!

Just over six weeks ago, we were making plans for vacation and proceeding with life...now we are preparing a nursery and praying for a baby that will be entering our hearts and lives before we know it!  We have found some amazing garage sale deals, and we are so excited to be arranging the baby items all over the house!  Stitch (blue stuffed animal) is keeping the high chair company until our baby is big enough to use it!  We're getting the nursery set up with the jumper, swing, and pack and play.  Before we know it, we'll have a little one to nurture and love.

Fundraising and Finances

      When we started looking into adoption almost a year ago, we were initially looking towards international adoption.  This is still something we'd like to consider in the future, but at this point in life it is a very long process (i.e. 1-3 years) and very costly ($18-$30,000).  That is part of why this domestic adoption has us so excited.  It will be much faster and much more reasonable. 
      As a couple we went through Dave Ramsey's "Financial Peace University" and have made great strides in re-organizing our finances.  In doing this we've set aside a nice nest egg for the adoption and are trusting God's provision for the "gap" that may occur. 
      Right now we are looking into fundraising options, but we are coming up a little short.  Several of the good ideas we have thought of are being used by groups in our church to raise money for their projects.  If you have any ideas, skills, or items you would care to donate, or if you would simply like to make a financial gift it would be a huge blessing to us.
       We have the support of our church; they have agreed to send any money they receive for adoptions to bless our efforts.  So if you would like to make a tax-deductible donation, checks can be sent to:
Harpeth Community Church 1101 Gardener Dr. Franklin, TN 37064.  Don't mention our names specifically on the check, just put "adoption" in the memo line.
      More than anything through this process we would love your prayers and support.  It's been a fast and crazy road so far and won't slow down anytime soon.  We're realizing that our baby is due in 7 weeks!  We are preparing the baby's room and anxiously awaiting the doctor's appointment where we will find out the baby's gender!  We feel such a huge covering of prayers and love from all of our friends and family.  Thanks for being a part of our lives during this amazing time!

We're Adopting!!

October 17 - the day that our lives changed forever...

Sunday morning - started like any other day.  I was playing keyboards at church.  Kevin came to 2nd service.  At the end of the service, we heard about a baby that needed a home.  Immediately, we made eye contact and knew that baby would find a home with us. 

Long story short, a woman about an hour from Nashville went to a friend to get some help for her baby.  She decided that she wanted to give the baby up for adoption. 

We are going through a private adoption - the birthmother chose adoption, and through a mutual friend, we were put into contact with our birthmother. 

In the last month, we have gone through the Home Study process to make sure our home would be fit for this baby.  We just finished the last part in the Home Study yesterday with the home visit.  Julie, our case worker, has been wonderful to work with - she has guided us through all the paperwork and encouraged us along the way.

We spent three weeks knowing that we were adopting, but we did not have any information about the birthmother.  While we felt an amazing peace about the situation, we were so anxious to find out more - when is she due, what is our birthmother like, is the baby a boy or girl.  While we still don't have all the information, we were blessed this week with information!

Our baby is due January 11 - so soon!  We still don't know if the baby is a boy or a girl, but we at least have a due date now.  We know the birthmother's name, and a little more information about her situation.  We haven't met this woman yet, but I have such a love for her for the decision she is making.

We're in the process of setting up a meeting with the lawyer and our birthmother to create a formal birth plan for the adoption.  With this in place, the adoption will seem a little more settled.  We understand that so much of the adoption process is "in the air" until the baby comes home with us, but God has given us peace throughout this entire process so far.  We know that He has our best interests in mind, and that He is taking care of a precious little one that will soon become a part of our family.

We would appreciate your thoughts and prayers.  Pray for us as we prepare to become parents.  Pray for the baby to continue to develop and grow in the womb.  Pray for our birthmother that she stays healthy.  Pray for our finances - that God will continue to provide the money that is needed to complete this adoption process.  Most of all, pray for God's Will in this situation, and that we can accept His will - no matter what He has planned.

We are so excited to be able to share this process.  We will be faithfully updating the blog with our thoughts, updates, and more news as we get it!  As soon as the baby is in our home, we'll be update with pictures and stories, so that you can all share in our adoption journey!

Some day soon, we'll have to re-title our blog... no longer "You, Me, and the Pups" ...

Busy!!!

With the start of a new school year, Sarah has her hands full with planning, getting to know new students, and preparing for the day-to-day responsibilities of a teacher.  On top of that, she's in a new school district this year! She's made the jump to Williamson County - a move that puts her much closer to home!  She works with a great staff, and she is starting to feel like a part of the school.   Go Hornets!

New sport alert - Sarah's the assistant volleyball coach at her school, so she's spent a lot of time in the gym learning the ins and outs of volleyball.  The season is well underway, and her team recently placed 2nd in the Mule Town Volleyball Classic!  Coaching volleyball has made the beginning of this school year busier than usual, but she's enjoying the new challenge.

Kevin has been settling in more at work - his department even took a fun afternoon off and went to Nashville Shores for some waterpark fun.

This weekend Kevin went to Louisville to help his brother and family move in to their recently purchased house.  He got to spend some quality time with our 3 nephews!!!  We were excited for him to spend some extra time with his family, and we know that they appreciated the extra set of muscles for the move!  hehe

This year we have been focusing on our finances.  We took Dave Ramsey's Financial Peace University through our church, and we have begun to put those ideas into practice.  So far, we have a "baby emergency fund," and we're working on paying off the car!  We've committed to paying off the car by the end of 2010, so we've still got a little ways to go.  If we stick to our budget and make this a priority, we should meet this goal.

It is interesting how little attention we were paying to our finances.  We were blowing way too much money on "dumb stuff" that we didn't need.  Now that we are actually budgeting and watching where every dollar goes, it's amazing how much more we are able to do with our money.

Tis the season for ... Weddings!

Our good friends Kyle and Joy Baker got married at the end of August - it was so great to see them enter the wonderful world of marriage!  (We were a little jealous to hear that they made a stop at Disney World on their honeymoon!)

In a few weeks, Sarah's cousin Corey will be getting married (finally! hehe) to his lovely fiancé Marcia!  We'll be traveling to IL for the weekend to see them tie the knot.  Yes!!!

Then to round out the fall weddings, Sarah's cousin Nash will be getting married!  Kevin's boss is getting married on the same day as Nash.  Sarah will be going to Indiana to see Nash's wedding, and Kevin will be staying in Nashville to attend his boss' wedding.

When all is said and done, we'll have attended 5 weddings in 2010!  How awesome is that! :)